Thought 'for an imaginative person all non-dimensional metaphors
Alternating trying to make things in my life feel slightly less arbitrary
& trying to look into my experience of ‘feel’ vs ‘seem’
When I can hear music after not sleeping
for a long time I hear it in the form of Bach
I’ve discovered if I'm stoned & react calmly
without aversion to people doing their jobs
they become calm/friendly, I’ve imagined myself crying at my
newborn baby child, imagined myself feeling selfconscious